I never have a good valentine in my life. And this year was the worst one!
In this period of the year, I always don’t have girlfriend. Is it a curse?
14 Feb, I went to see the movie "Babel".
It is a good movie, but one Japanese actress "Ringo Kikuchi" looks like my old girlfriend so much. That made me think of her.
After that I met 1 Korean girl, she is so sexy!
At first I wanna woo her. But when I speak with her, it appeared that she get lost with her boyfriend. So my first insolent intention turned to be the good deed. ha ha
I sent her to police station and then at her place in Khaosan street.
Then I walked around there, lots of cute Korean and Japanese girls!
But I was glittered with 1 Japanese girl! Because she looks like my old GF so much. (Again, that girl who looks like actress) I was really not sure, so I was hesitant to say hi. After that I saw that girl and friends flirting with some Western guys in the pub. So long, I try to speak with her, but she didn’t speak with me. So I really don’t know it’s her or not?
It’s so silly. Because whether it’s she or not, it really doesn’t matter. Because now I’m just a stranger to her. But may be I will feel better, if it’s not her. Because it’s hurt when you see the girl you used to love is flirting with someone.
Human is a strange creature. Something you want to forget, but you really can’t!
Somebody still care me, but I just don’t give a damn.
But with somebody who really don’t care me anymore, why I still have to care them?
The Stupid one!
End for the broken-heart story! ha ha
Yesterday I had interview for working fund in Japan.
Oww! Waddafuck, u know?
It’s too much unfair, I think.
They told me if I wanna go through them…
– my parents (my sponsor) must have money in the bank at least 20,000 $US.
– I have to pay 2,000 $US for the guarantee of working.
– I have to pay 300 $US for the document checking abroad.
– Not including the air ticket and pre-expense for the 1st month.
How can I call that "A fund"? Were they kidding me, dude?
If I have that much money, I don’t need to do that hard work.
And sure I can support myself to go abroad comfortably.
I really hate the way some people do! To take advantage from the inferior people.
Anyway I will try to keep money for my abroad fund myself… for sure! May be for just travelling or anything else? I really dunno.
Dream is good for the hopeless people like me!
Hope you all have a dream too!
add: March 15, 2007
PS: Sorry for blather, I’m really stupid! Today I actually met you again since last December. So that girl in the pub wasn’t you. I’m crazy……… Take Care my old dear friend.